Has been riding me for months
Just now, today did i recognize, ‘It may not be me!’
I asked the Lord for help because i have been yelling
A lot lately
In public and not
High Blood pressure?
Dehydration?
Been drinking water and…
Low Blood sugar?
Eating handfuls of candy just in case
Except this my second day trying that
The physical stuff
And this time?
It’s not working!
I download Bible Gateway (cause my 2nd iphone doesn’t have it- and the other phone is … over there and i am not alone )
(Turn to Spotify (for i am being assaulted audio wise and tension in the air not dissapated with Bible Gateway- ps 18 (then 19 out loud hallelujah)
Download Bible Gateway
Click on the app
It blinks
I do it 3-4 more times
Blinks every-time?
I Safari it
NASB it (frustration threatens)
I listen to psalm 18 audio wise
Dude must’ve done Shakes-spear! (don’t know how to spell it and phone ain’t helping! Shakes spear! 😂 (has me laughing out loud and tension in the air dissipates! Hallelujah!)
Somewhere in here i Safari the Spirit of Irritability (comes up the spirit of frustration and i tried unexplained irritability- mental problems and depression? 😝
See! We think Spiritual Attack first by nature- balance the body (so that the Holy Spirit has easier access- (yeah, call on Yesuah next time…?)
Thank Elohim calling on Yesuah yesterday still working today
Safaring Bible Gateway- i recognize that it has been quite awhile since i…
Yet i move on quickly because of Yesuah, because i am here now
And it is helping!
Fight against so many devils (?) that i didn’t even know (? But i do? Cause the population of this entire area, plus…the spirit of greed/lust in DC? 😅 seriously strong ) (different levels more devils)(they merge like in all those merge games )
(Love u forever by Uncle Reese even if my life never gets better -which is an impossibility…)
Because just loving Him! Feeling it…!
Wipes so many other things off the table!
(The memory of why i love Thee so much…
Makes frustration so distant…
Been too long since i’ve had Joy…
Not associated with another human being…
Stress falls away
When is the last time i danced just for the joy of it?
I miss this…
You are my superpower
My ambrosia
I must eat of Thee everyday
Or i lose my godlike powers
My Strength…
I am reminded
Taking it for granted?
No
Just not afraid to get lost
And this is why!
Your goodness is running after me!
I love it when He Chases me down!
Did i do it for that reason?
Is this just for me?
Cause the dishes…breakfast
The spirit of control meet the spirit of trust
Reading the bible everyday out of fear?
Of what happens if i don’t?
After (lets see.. how many years has it been? 10? Right? Spirit of control meet the spirit of trust!)
Love is patient
Doesn’t pressure me
With false caring…i didn’t do anything to you! bs…
The Lord knows what you are planning and i feel it…
He allows me to, otherwise i don’t see it until you make it obvious…
But joy is back in Yeshua’s holy name amen!
ArmJdhy 