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I realize i need a VISUAL tracker!

Cause i love my birp growing and traveling and SO CUTE! And the clothes! And it’s changing!

And it is weird in its likes and i am not sure i would like it in real life! (According to what the others say about theirs going wonky too!

So going through the iPhone App Store habit tracker stuff! Two! good ones so far!

Eliminated 4 (or 5? Apps dealing with Habit tracking, by actually using them!

1 left, i like Brite

Except! Can’t do more than 3 things? For free? 😞

This is why i may just stick with my Finch!

So!

Out of food!

Also out of $! (Fdst included)

I have $10 in my Paypal waiting around for Amazon to hit me!

Paramount struck my bank account anywayz! Because i did it late last month! Forgetting all about it! (Was gonna switch it to my PayPal, tho emotionally comprised and physically too? 😫😩😭)

So! Overdraw fee of $35+the almost $3 overdraw!=$38!

Then! Today the hatred from the Cook who cooks well plus my Caseworker?

(So tired of people with such bad self esteem that they are SO EASILY manipulated! 🤬)

I was SO pissed!

Cook ranting about people sitting around waiting for people to hand them stuff…

And why you buy your own food when u supposed to be saving $?

Wanted to say well if u would fix something i could eat instead of being a hateful malignantly evil person!

But The Lord has me mouth shut!

Oh!

They trying to get me to explode! Cause they know!

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Using Brite to log me water drinking!

Doing every hour now!

210 lb woman needs 144oz of water (Google your weight and how much water should i drink at that weight? You will see yours!

For years i was just thinking 8cups! Tho no!

18 cups!

How much water u drink is important to eliminating waste from the body!

(Help me get back below 200 plz!)

The people here in NYC are very childish! And so insecure!

More so than any other city i have been in! (Even tho Reno? Must’ve been too! In the Shelter anyway!)

Received mail!

Did all that stuff already! So tore it all up!

After i said, “I got mail! See u can do a whole lot sitting on ur but on the internet, huh?”

So Malicious Cook #1 got angry from one or both things! 😊

And here are some pics from today! 6/27/22 a Ex1321 Day!

(And a new Caucasian lady saw me carrying my food and asked me something twice yet I couldn’t understand her.

A few moments later i do, “Oh you asking me is the food that bad?”

“Yeah.” She says.

He cooks good…Just they don’t like me.” I grin.

She joins the coughing brigade 2 hrs later…

Then Mrs. Complainy/White Privilege is complaining about the cold again, “ …and everyone is too afraid to stand up for themselves…blah blah blah…”

Speak for yourselves! Why you think they don’t like me? Because i do! And i am not, afraid.”

😁😊🥰

7:42p EDT