I am deleting all Podcasts and then will START ALL OVER again!

Because Anchor won’t allow me to collect $ monthly until I erase all music!

Already tried (there are episodes I did on my Laptop that I cannot see on my phone!) & it didn’t work (laptop & desktop not working) , SO!

Deleting everything and starting over!

Have some better ideas too, all with a “practice” of timing, instead of randomly! (When the Spirit hits)

Cause there are some books I am having trouble reading (me and legalese 😝) & I figure reading it to y’all will FINALLY help me get thru it! (Ourstory time! aka True Israelites ho! 😁)

Shorter sequences, yet timely (like the new Samsung 360 laptop?)

And maybe even Writing time? (KTS-Kingdom Treasure Stories? Game ideas?)

My problem is I want to share EVERYTHING! Yet…

Well, see, if I was getting paid for it…then maybe yeah!

Cause I be giving out gold to pigs, yo?

“Do not give what is holy to dogs, and do not throw your pearls before pigs, or they will trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.”

Matthew 7:6

Yeah, I have a habit of giving what is precious away too easily!

The Lord is trying to break me from it! 😊

It reminds me of when I was…6? And I had a hard time keeping a surprise or a secret!

I’d squirm or jump up and down, with excitement, giggling the whole time, thinking it would be SO FUN! 😃

Aah, yet a traumatic, abusive thang happened right after that…the first time I witnessed evil!

Someone who WANTED to harm me…

I stayed far back in a walk in closet for hours, scared to come back out…

Eventually I knew I couldn’t stay in there forever…I came out a different person…

At 6…

Childhood, innocence damaged…

Multiply by empath…then you will begin to understand…

For me to desire to share with all of you? The things that are so exciting?

That I am like that 6 yr old b4 she 1st remembered evil?

Bursting at the seams?

YET! The Lord cautions me?

It is at a fragile newborn-Bambi stage…(newborn fawns wabble on their legs like your first time in 3-5” heels! 😄)

Also how SCARY this is?

When you see what the Lord has shown me for 30yrs come into being?!

I am SO excited! It feels like fear!

Anxiety, fear of that level is familiar.

Excitement at this level has led to…painful places…

“My heart has led me to some painful places. It has never led me wrong.”

ArmJdhy

Someone has been listening (for Liver Build is sold out? And that olive oil I recommended to someone in person? Cannot find any of it at the store anymore? The Grammar Nazi’s banded together and are now Content Creators? (Cause they use to troll us/me, till I said, “Thank You for giving me this info for free?”)

I give gold for free..,

Yet my Spoonflower shop produced a profit recently? (Currently Genesis 1:31 Creative Ministry (will be changed soon…inshallah)

Oh! One thing I can share, that is phenomenal is:

The Power of Daily Practice

By Eric Maisel

Book is seriously changing my everything! (Click the title to go right to it on Amazon! (Making no money off of this link (as those who know, know…)

(I’ll be glad when people will be happy to throw $ at me for the ‘talents’ I give…finally deeming it worthy? (Don’t want the fanaticism that comes with it, nor the ones who want freebies without the work (I will suggest they mine the fields I have shutdown 😁)

People listen, who do not follow…(reminds me of all those who flocked around Yesuah, few followed…)

Inshallah I will get to choose some? In Yesuah’s holy name? (& Judas? (The bad one…) the Holy Spirit will apprise me of.

Cryptic?

Think too much of myself? 😁

We shall see

(For I speak of a tiny fraction of what He shows me…hallelujah.) (May I multiply the Talents You have given me, till they overflow like the fish did on BOTH days…

Our job is not to feed everyone, just provide the Loaves & Fishes (think The Chosen said it? Or will anyway? 😊)

Teach a person to fish…and they will eat forever…

This is our shot! (Not the COVID thing! The ship! The ship! Our SHIP! Is coming in!!!)

And believe me when I say, I will be very generous with those who knew me before (and supported me in some way!)

May the Lord bless you likewise! In Yesuah’s holy name, amen!👋🏾