What do i love?

I like many things

Do i love them tho?

I have the Gift of Craftsmanship

That is rarely use?

Rather it is being used, just not in expected ways?

Is it?

Gotta get pass this hangup!

Wasn’t raised around Creatives

I sit here with a plethora of supplies and…

Nothing?

I battle depression so i bought one of those adult coloring books

The kind that years ago i would not have liked

Too much, to do!

Takes a long time…

(Doing a bit per day seems to help?)

Joined some creative groups on fb

And i find myself getting sad?

Depressed instead?

I thought it would help me

Inspire me

Instead i just feel woefully behind?

Like new software/tech

Why can’t i be happy with…

Stuff i am not doing?

Overwhelmed? Am i?

Maybe that is it?

Stopped following the ones that were about selling

Desire to combine my likes

Got me excited for 5 minutes

Then everything freezes!

Artistic Anxiety?

Fear?

Lord help me!

I am focused on lack!

The well, if i use it for that, then what happens when there is no more of it?

Insane?

Wish i could just make what i enjoy 12/15/23