Momma said, “i have forgotten more things than you can remember.”

Bought an HDMI (TV) to Samsung (C) cord

It didn’t work!

I tried all 4 or 5 of the HDMI ports

Best Buy dude asks, “What kind of tv do you have?”

“I know it isn’t a Smart TV. That is about it.”

So, sold to me intentionally? Just like the more expensive HDMI cords were?

Handed off to these youngins by a man growing breasts (and ya’ll believe that is competition? 😂)

Quite literally

They on commission there, ya know.

Reminds me of going to Apple in Chicago

The attitude

Of the Employees unprepared for

Just like here in DC

Apple Carnegie!

Older lady attitude

“Your iphone is so, so very dirty!”

Cause i actually use the motherfucker?

Trying to embarrass me?

Me don’t care

Black dude sweeps in for the win

On Mrs White…b…

Damn!

I must need some sugar or something!

I use to do all the research!

To make sure! The tv and the cord synced up ya know?

(We had to do this when all this tech came out incompatible with each other)

I just feel like it is a duty

To inform all the rich pricks

Of other worlds they look down on!

I stand before you

They don’t

You are not! Use to someone like me (whatever you think i am) looking you in the eye

And not flinching!

Not bowing and scraping!

Like your motherfuckin ass does!

I mean

Dude

You got amazin quotes and turncoat thinking, that can revolutionize the market and shit.

At his website – get mindf*cked every (whatever day of the week he mentions?)

Seriously? i know u know what fuck means

Maybe you don’t

Is that how you see this?

I don’t want your semen in my brain

But i haven’t actually cancelled my…following

Now, i ask myself

Did i ever say anything like this?

Could it be interpreted this way?

Yeah, i imagine so

By the SAME douche squad!

(Gotta change my avatar to look more like how i do today)

Impulsivity…?

Authenticity?

U my bitch! Not the other way around!

Now there is really nothing he can say…

Actually, he was just saying the edge of more!

Same principle

Believe in Yourself!

Just his edge is sharper

My edge, my focus?

Is coming together!

Because i remember

You sharing with me, the story, of my life

The role You have for me

Like Joseph

If you knew that you could save the world one day

You just had to wait?

And prepare? (Train)

And you have no idea how, when, etc

The why?

For Elohim!

For Yesuah!

While Business, Entrepreneurship, Economics, Your Current Situation

May demand you take action into your own hands!

(Getting free of the Spirit of Control within oneself is <sigh> 😞

And 😌

Cause

How we gonna get a new tree

By following the old one?

To wait

For Elohim to bring me clarity! (Himself)

As i struggle to lay down control

In a world that doesn’t really do that?

Yet, i don’t want the Spirit of Control in my ‘Church’, my inner sanctum!

Because i see how it is/has taken so many ‘so called’ believers today!

And really?

It is because He Saves Me!

The young lions may hunger but those who sacrifice for the Lord shall not want any good thing (Psalm something or other (one of my favorite psalms)

So…

I want my grass green in the desert

#ArmJdhy

While everyone else around me is dry and dead

I want to be fed by the Living Well that never runs dry!

See,

I prayed that He would give me $, out of thin air

Proving that all ya need to do is praise Him.

After the dime, quarter and another dime

I realize, He was doing just that!

Except He wasn’t laughing

And i had more $ in the bank at that time than usual

Elohim is already providing exactly what i asked for!

For everything is His, to do with as He wishes

My SSI comes from Him (for how did i make it to all those appointments, on time? In the fog, fatigue, i was in?)

Ungrateful? No

Just i have been in a holding pattern for how many decades now? Training this long for…?

See, save the fuckin’ world?

All the righteous will become martyrs before He comes back

Is my belief

Who’s with me?!

(TI a snitch? Well…the expression still stands)

When the Lord asked, “Who will stand up for me?” I, just as Isaiah did…

Even if it is just me on that grassy patch in the desert…

He has searched me (so fuckin’ thoroughly)

I even tried to get out of it near the end

(My orders are over, but once a prophet, always a prophet)

And!

Did you think there wouldn’t be any real ones?

(Things that make those who see or hear go hmmm…🤔)