My Voice

Don’t be afraid 
Don’t cow down
(Domesticate Yourself)
Your voice is loud in a room filled with Elephants 
(the Black Person is the Elephant)
(so leave me alone as i try to change my spots!
Acliminate (kill) myself 
strangle everything associated with 
me
(Resistance is Futile)

Bullshit!
i REFUSE!
i resist!
i hate cops!
Because 
with you?
Resistance is Futile in Your ranks

not so in the military 
a certain level of autonomy is protected 

Not Blue
Not Black AND Blue
an impossibility!

Till we Oprah it too

How many years will THAT take?

Corruption comes first 

Yeah
in the Blue ranks
forced into it
like Wolves forced to become creatures of the night

Like my people, trappin’ just to live

i REFUSE!

Listening is an act of defiance! ✊🏾

So is love

i will die showing my resistance to Blue everywhere 

For they too silence my voice
Crush my spirit 

i REFUSE 

i found Christ as i was dying 

Again 

No faith i knew of

would forgive me
accept me

with open arms

after what i did

Islam

closed to me

Yesuah did tho

When all else fails

He refused to let me go

That is why 

He will forgive a suicide

One trapped 

one believing those are their thoughts 

it’s just 

did that person turn away from Christ?

over and over again?

Did they mock Believers?

Or did they wish they had the strength?
the faith in something!

ANYTHING!

like that?

Catholics?

it’s a case by case thing

He judges your intent
Your environment 
Your background 
Your generational curses 
too

How alone you must feel 

i know he would have forgiven my suicide

thank Elohim i had a toddler then

and his cries were enough 

My Son has no children tho
No belief in…

Maybe…

😔

Love you by the way
pray for you 

and one day
if we make it
I won’t allow you to 
either

so now

i refuse to fail.

in Yesuah’s holy name amen 

(I pray to make enough money to be able to be free again ☺️ (play on words 😄)

In the meantime…

https://tv.apple.com/us/show/truth-be-told/umc.cmc.6hegr60w8pjyfcblgocjek7oo

Certain things in this life are gold mines

(Job 22:25)

(Be wary of collapsing or navigation to … Happy Feet 2/The new cgi-ed Lion King, etc)