Showing on Hulu

Is about a Muslim Male caught between two worlds … their description snagged my attention (and that wasn’t it)

The first episode though had me wondering why she didn’t go in with him?

And the rest was like 😮

Showing things I didn’t think of

Like the time (here in NYC) i saw a Muslim Female (High Schooler age) get in the bus in a hijab and her rack right out there for everyone else to see

Nowadays, being Muslim is a culture

Like Jewish

In that case

It is where i came from too

Tis why sometimes

I want to say, “As-Salaam-Alaikum.”

In response

Yet

I don’t want the stereotyping that comes with it!

Especially with an African Man?!

The Go-On-A-Tour Hawkers- Dark Skinned very attractive

Also rumored to beat their wives

(Not just a rumor either)

Then one who I would swear was Latinx!

Light Skinned Egyptian he said

Muslim background, yes

Yet you all are fucking scary!

Racist and Sexist as fuck

More so than here in the USA!

And New Yorkers?

All Front!

Act like they care about you one moment

Yet with severe bad (weak) self esteem issues

Me? Leo Moon Sign i am?

😂😅😆☺️😊🙂🙃😕☹️😣😖😫😩🥺😢😭

Because i am just being me

And…

Lord? I am seriously hating humanity right now!

New movie coming out called Smile

You Will Never Trust A Smile Again

You don’t know the difference between an evil smile

And a genuine, light up your life smile?

🥺😢

This new movie will make people flinch, seeing any type of smile

A Westerner thing?

For many cultures, showing ones teeth isn’t a good thing

Maybe in private

Or amongst …those well known

Right now?

I feel like checking you at the door

Smile

And putting you in groups

Except

Days are coming where it will be difficult

To Smile 😁

So…

Truly enjoy while you can

Soon, real soon (human soon)

Days worse than Covid19 will be here

And i am Jonah (again)

Warning those who don’t want to hear it

For the rest of us feel it, know it, already!

We are trimming our wicks and stacking up on oil

Cause the roughest part for us?

Is not helping anyone when The Winds get here.

(Speaking of wind Ian and Forina (came first actually)

My Caseworker came by

Asking me if i was ok

A surprise visit before noon

Via the Exterminator

(Cause i did everything I could

A few bugs still made it across States with me

Especially after Reno

Where they had lice too)

Spread it to Mfer’s bed

And he spreads it into every bed he lays in too

Cause I told him

He doesn’t want to believe it

Neither did i

So…

The Exterminator visiting now?

For the 1st time since i have been here?

No coincidence

And my Caseworker

Does that evil smile thing

Cause a little ditty came to me

He fucks me to fuck with you
He fucks you to fuck with me
He fucks her to fuck with him
He fucks him to fuck with her

So i fucked with him right back

Tell him that

Bought me a hat

A Wedding Present

From the Lord

(Watching Yellowstone … makes me more?)

Plus all this East Coast bullshit

I appreciate the Aryan Nation Montana attitude, ya know?

All Texany

In wedding plans

With My African Soulmate

A Cowboy hat is what i wanted

The whole theme and everything!

Also! Those pants i admired on that Woman’s ass?

Gotta dress to match!

(Not of that quality, mind you yet…

It was in the Clearance rack!

(And nobody else got to it yet?! 😳🤯)

So you know! THAT dress is for me!

About to roll up in my caseworker’s office

With that hat

Prop my feet up on that motherfuckin ‘private’ table (cross at the ankles otherwise)

Lift my hat and say,

Let me know when you are done.

And place it on my face!

Cause me tired of jumpin thru their hoops!

Me done Lord!

It is a a Double Dare you moment!

Cause I literally don’t give a fuck!

And!

Yesuah?

Elohim?

My Dearest, most loving, attentive Husband of mine?

I am gonna be leaning on YOU!

HARD!

All the fuckin’ way!

Cause if i was still 20 or 25

No problem

If i was…

If i knew where to go

No problem!

Cause me tired of threatening it

Or insulating it too!

Cause I remember

Quitting a job

Not knowing what else to do

Leaving an apartment

Not knowing where else to go

I am truly done tho

Done asking

Done sweatin!

Bullshit!

Putting all my chips

On You Lord!

Cause I know You are tired of it too!

And He has people literally opening doors for me!

Helping me!

In NYC!

(More confirmation that sexual pleasure, with His Permission? Is…

Check out Ramy on Hulu!

https://www.hulu.com/series/4bcb6c3a-3d9a-4d49-b8e0-57fb7de9c8d6?play=false&utm_source=shared_linkhttps://www.hulu.com/series/4bcb6c3a-3d9a-4d49-b8e0-57fb7de9c8d6?play=false&utm_source=shared_link

(And i am scared! And excited! At the same time! 🫢🫣