I did not see

Them disrespecting me

As me not honoring You

How do i explain this better

(Because this blog? These posts are like letters, a journal, a documentation

A Testimony

A guide for me, even years later

Also,

It is just good to clock growth (?)

Or not

Me allowing it

Without defense

Without offense

To do it in Thine way tho

It feels good to

Seek Thee

Thou art so patient with me

Forgiving

Understanding

Compassionate/Emphatic

Because I haven’t been observing

Any Sabbath

Not even daily Bible Study

Yet i sought Thee

Thanked You

And knowing what I know now

(Which isn’t much more than usual, by the way

Yet, the sparks of insight are fundamental things

Will be anyway

Let me observe now plz

💋👋🏾Toodles! ☺️ 6:21a NYC 8/30/22

Tumeric suppressed Poison Ivy itching? #j3017

Jewelry found at one of those free places that are found in some cities? (Seattle we had cubbies with doors! (Thin of course!) and plenty of free library exchanges around too!

NYC has one a couple of blocks from here. Asked not to leave clothes, yet people do anyway! So it gets major messy there!

Afraid it’ll get shutdown one day!

Really good stuff be left there sometimes so it gets swarmed and quickly gone! 5:22p NYC 8/30/22

Cause this time another Psychopath walked in to my life and later actually said he wanted to take souls

Caught up someone whom I claimed as friend

Before me

Except I didn’t know

Introducing them to each other

Like they never met before

He told me he didn’t need me

(Anymore)

He approached me, swept me off my feet for 2 weeks straight!

Just to fuck with her head!

Tried to keep me too

Except i have been there

Done that

Italian who hates himself shit

This one with a Puerto Rican soul

Speaks 9 languages

Once a Marine, always a Marine?

Honor bullshit

Except

I am here as Demon Bait

Remember?

I climb back into hell

To do Yesuah’s bidding

He gets me out

Been escaping hell BC tho

Now?

Got my Master’s in Houdini 😁😊☺️😄💋

Escape from hell!

Dance your way out!

For joy is an awesome weapon!

Who can spiritually do a triple axel?

While demons throw everything at cha?

(Maybe now you can understand a dervish?

The imperativeness of your pirouette being sharp enough to cause damage to anyone in its radius?

Sharp! Clear!

Stop! Turn! Point!

3 times in quick succession?

Saw Nathan Chen (or Yuzuru Hanyu) perform a quad axel

(Looking at Google tho it may be the Quad King i saw instead?)

Anyway!

Who can perform such miracles in the spirit?

Me! In Christ!

Cause dancing?

For me?

With music?

I am gone!

Problems just roll off!

Could be Sciatica activated!

Arthritis/Inflammation old lady walk bent over!

Then Madam X starts playing! 😊

Ice Cube!

SOTD!

Korn! Metallica!

What can get you like that?

USE IT!

Whatever it is!

Start collecting your joy

Your temporary suspension from hell

(Wherever He is not)

And USE the weapons of the Lord!

Practice! Practice! Practice.

Now i do the spin with twi double edged swords

Being a Pisces and all 😁

(Gotcha going up and coming down! 😝)

😁

Whatever keeps your flow (focus), juice from the Lord, Yesuah!

To keep on giving love, caring, respect…

When they don’t?

Getting out without going bitter

Staying out without …

Losing myself?

Aaah …

These things are only discovered in route

In practice

We may twist an ankle badly!

(So bad that even I began to think i would ‘Never Gonna Dance Again’)

Yet remember!

When there is no way

He makes one!

He loves flexing! 😁☺️💋😊

(What man doesn’t? 😄😊☺️💋😘🥰

Love You too Lord!

Being My True Husband

He intimately takes care of me

The demon asked me

What does He want me to do?

He wants me to love.

I said

He says (or rather it said)

Sometimes we make mistakes

My response?

Love is never a mistake

Simple caring

Honor

Even it had to stop and shake fora minute

Or two

Had to get rid of me

Sexual Addiction

Run by an internal demon

Very Catholic/Jewish of you

Also typical of me to do this type of analysis

A mirror?

That looked into the Abyss

Like in Soul Taken by Patricia Briggs (58% in and it is just now getting good? Wtf Patricia?)

I need someone to hold me but I wait for something more

Faith by George Michael

Faith is belief