My Mind Keeps Returning

To the scene in the office today

Where I have to sign in

(I think my Caseworker actually felt sorry for me.)

Picture this:

The Woman who believes she won her ‘man’ back from me

(He is most likely telling her this too and laughing about it)

Is sitting and talking with whom I assume is her Caseworker

Who says to me (the Caseworker), “Aneesah, you are just standing there, not saying anything.”

A closed mouth doesn’t get fed.

This Other Woman’s Caseworker says

With an evil grin

I?

Am wearing my Binge Jesus mask

(Since they make us wear them, not the rest of the building just Urban Pathways)

Also while her client isn’t wearing one

(Maybe i will show up on Friday after all)

I say,

When people are talking i just wait.

And…

The good part is coming

For now the gossip is getting thicker

And i see even more why

Really how the Lord

Could use this

For Longacres SRO is extremely low on believers obviously

The two others who seem to be

Aren’t

Cause one is with him

Knowing he was with me

And the other?

Before this

Was/is a Mocker

So!

Ya know what happens next right?

The really good part

The Oil Press part

Because

Anyone getting joy out of this?

Including him?

<sigh>

I feel sorry for you/them

Because this is when the Lord shines through me the best

And yes

This morning

I looked the dejected sad part

Expected of me

NYC may actually help sharpen my wit

For this reminds me of the times

In front of my former Therapists

For this is familiar

Too familiar

And part of me had to stop myself from smiling

My lips twitched

Because

My smile would be for a totally different reason

Responses i could have said,

Well, there was a time it was being stuffed very well (tongue in cheek)😁

Except the Other Woman was there so…

Scratch that,

Not the impact i am looking for

Well, uhm I prefer to please Yesuah, not any of you.

Or kissin’ Yesuah’s ass is enough for me, thanx.

What you think?

Got any kick ass in the name of Yesuah for me?

Put it in the comments

And I will let you know know how using them turns out!

Deal? 😁☺️😄 8:52p NYC 8/31/22

(Cause they have no idea who they are messing with) Right Yesuah? 💋😁😊🥰❤️😘

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