Elohim 
I refuse to believe 
You want me to remain in an unloving relationship 

Yet i remain in this Shelter 
Remaining 
Instead of seeking better 

Instead of believing better 

I type as devastation threatens

I am afraid of my thoughts!
Of getting sucked back in
Cause it’s familiar 

We have nothing to talk about!
Except insults
We are not good with changing the subject 

There is no more we
Then why are you talking to me?!

Why am i talking to him?

Because if I leave or cut 
It grows back! Like Kudzu.

Let the poison 
The negativity ruin the last vestages
Of…?
Whatever this is?

Lord?
I need Your help!
I do not understand!
9:23p

3 comments

1. But I really do love you .
   I’m still in love with you
   I don’t know what to do .
   All I ever wanted is you

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2. Baby . I saw someone that looks like you .
   Ofcourse you’re more beautiful but I’m talking about physicality .
   I miss you so much .
   Everything reminds me about you. .
   I don’t want to forget you either .
   I can’t forget you .
   I really love you babe :
   I’m sorry alright .
   I need you

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3. I wish I know the day you’re gonna text me back

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