¹⁸ Children, it is the last hour; and just as you heard that antichrist is coming, even now many antichrists have appeared; from this we know that it is the last hour.

1 John 2:18 NASB Bible Gateway

For false Christs and false prophets will arise and will show great signs and wonders, so as to mislead, if possible, even the elect.

Matthew 24:4 https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Antichrist

In other words, Elohim’s elect and whomever we, as humans, THINK (or believe) are His elect are TWO DIFFERENT things!

Always!

Always!

I repeat!

Always, cultivate the Holy Spirit within yourself!

To fine tune, learn the nuances and be trained not to fall for the Anti Christ’s

Tricks, when they come!

With Christ NOTHING is off! For even a second!

Those glimmers, you thought you saw…

That brief hint of wickedness

Or evil?

I didn’t ignore them

Yet, they piled up

These unconfirmed…

Glimpses

Suspicions

Trained to not react, to not run

Growing up around it

Eating with wickedness

With evil everyday

In your family

In your house

The horror, as a child

Older now

It is worse

Because

Everyone else is so use to it too?

Participating in it?

Benefiting from it?

If i just keep my head down ?

I am quite because

He tells me He has me

He will handle it

That He knows

Because i am close

So close

To not be distracted

By all the “noise”.

By harm done to an idiot

Because i am supposed to be the naive one

Folks dumber than me?

How could you?

To ignore such cries

My Knight-in-shining-armor-mode

Because

I am so close

To creating an actual physical space

Sanctuary, on earth

For me

Yes

I am so desperate now

Even if it is just for me

Just enough space

For me, myself and i…

Those not in the Holy Spirit

Would only hear i…

Those in the Holy Spirit have witnessed

Perceived selfishness

Has their attention

Not so focused on me!

I can breathe!

For fast zombies or vampires they are

I walk amongst them

They attack

Except that is normal now

You have too many tho?

Thank You Elohim I won’t be here long

Because i will not hide

My love

My happiness

My faith

My belief

I don’t know how

I don’t know when

Victory by Brenda Waters

He will do it

He is doing it

Because Lord?

I be dragging lately

My heart weeping

My soul so weary, so tired

Yet

He won’t allow me

To give up

I cried

My doubts my fears

For an hour

(Sabbath Week snuck up on me)

Contemplating how to make it more holy

Less break, or vaycay

If at 1st

At first

Just abstaining from posting

Just thinking about posting

Was it!

A sacrifice

A HUGE one

Except that is starting to be easy now

The Lord said it was sufficient

Others who are not practicing a Sabbath at all, in any way whatsoever

We’re starting to bug me

Stressed and heartbroken beyond imagining

I began focusing on breathing

Breathing in Yesuah

Breathing Out

Came soon after

15 min with Yesuah

Turned into an hour

This Sabbath Week

He wants that more than me reading/listening to the Bible

Until that doesn’t require so much conscious thought

(No headphones to block outside noise, sometimes 6am is missed …which had me in tears this morning

An hour or two later (after the guilt, shame and blame fest)

I did my hour with You Lord

And…

He holds me

While i hold myself