✋🏾 Now hold up!

Hmmm 🤔 do you think Paul would have done a letter about music?

This (Colossians) is actually to negate the animosity (the condemnation) from former Jews (people who practiced Judaism) towards the Gentiles…

When I heard this, (just now, audio) I picked up on something else!

Cause there is a lot of condemnation towards…fuck it!

I am just sick & tired of people who believe a curse word, a tattoo, a piercing, or how i (or u) dance in private will separate me (or you) from Christ!

I am the type where if i don’t like it, i don’t need to stand there, commenting on it!

Move on!

The gentiles of today? In a country over saturated with Christianity?

What would that look like?

Who would they look like?

These are the things I think of when I read a verse Past Present Future tense!

Timeless! Elohim!

Now i fucked up, sitting outside in the Nevada sun too long, played a lot of secular music from…years ago!

Because I stopped listening to Secular music!

Some of it trickles in

But on the blackside? She’ll do what Simon says? Tricycles? Rubberbands in a dudes hair? Multicolored…

Who is out there now hitting lyrics like Ice Cube? Beats and all? With thy Gangster, liberally douse with knowledge? Upliftment?

I am afraid to even tune in to a radio station!

I would have to stop myself from 🤮🤢🥴😐😖😣🙁 & 🤦🏾‍♀️

Most of my ‘new’ music is …Elohim oriented? 😁

I fucked up too, as well (whatever!) for I started thinking about the uptight, ok, she seems so nice folks but don’t ever say a cuss word where she can get the gossip mill about it later (😅) !

I was ranting and raving about that! About her specifically!

(Cross ur fingers (which probably has some negative pagan reference! Huh?) or pray for me cause my birth certificates are coming in after the post office is closed! (UPS! If ya had a location nearby! Would have went with u instead! So USPS got my $ instead! 😝 Praying i don’t suffer receiving them because of y’all’s supposed to be working together now problems! 😡)

So! Wish i could do another poll!

Rectify this fucked up situation by confronting her with it head on or?

Pretending I didn’t say a thing and avoid, avoid, avoid?

Increasing attacks

Decreasing support

Except! Integrity? Rectifies in Elohim’s eyes? Pansy ass otherwise?

Is it about not looking like a candy ass or??

I just want Him to be happy with me and

I fucked up

Dealing with him and that infernal book! (Sorry book! Not ur fault i am just piss…😔

Not pissed just tears came this time!

😔

I’ll do anything!

To: i cannot do this if you won’t talk to me

To: do u know this is why most men commit suicide?

Motherfucker!

Stab me repeatedly, trample, stampede, across all my boundaries

Disrespect every single one of them

And then?

U want me to? Do what now?

Oldest abusive move in history!

Then i see this:

So i did look up where in Nigeria that was happening vs where he is and felt twinges, a desire to warn him (yet, this is normal for them eh? And far from where he is…yet)

🤦🏾‍♀️

100 days to Freedom from Anger is the book