Then Eliakim the son of Hilkiah, who was over the household, and Shebna the scribe, and Joah the son of Asaph, the secretary, went out to him.

Isaiah 36:3 – https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Isaiah%2036:3&version=NASB

Secretary (written) = Recorder (audio) (Hint: Male Secretary)

I say, ‘Your plan and strength for the war are only empty words.’ Now on whom have you relied, that you have revolted against me?

Isaiah 36:5 – https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Isaiah%2036:5&version=NASB

Plan (written)=Counsel (audio)

Yesterday a man told me about a family run church

I said that is how it should be done.

‘The problem is that usually leadership is given according to heredity.’

Then he mentioned how the oldest was passed over as leader.

The Eldest is Female.

Everyone had to wait as the younger son had to ‘grow’ into the role.

I said, ‘yes, most likely she understood more of what the role required, already was qualified, Holy Spirit wise, etc

But was passed over because she was female.’

“This is why leadership should be chosen based on the Holy Spirit.“

He says, “ Well that probably stems from Catholic.”

I say, ‘Yeah…’

Then go on to describe how Priests didn’t use to be celibate and why they are today.

“But I believe, it has more to do with the part in the Bible where Paul says women shouldn’t speak (interrupt) in church.

Because the Jews purposefully didn’t teach their women”

No one, regardless of gender, should interrupt during a sermon…?

Hmmm, 🤔 now that I think of it, where did that come from?

Because I remember many an instance where a Disciple spoke and the audience spoke back…

Open your mouth for the mute, for the rights of all who are destitute.

Proverbs 31:8

And the Lord said to Paul one night in a vision, “Do not be afraid, but go on speaking and do not be silent, for I am with you, and no one will attack you to harm you, for I have many in this city who are my people.”

Acts 18:9-10

We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ,

2 Corinthians 10:5

Let your speech always be gracious, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how you ought to answer each person.

Colossians 4:6

My love…who i am no longer with has the Gift of Wisdom, He equated Salt with the Soul, & i was like aaaah! All these verses with the word Salt now make sense! 😯 Ty Yesuah!😘💋😊

Its a shame such a gift is…like tuffs of grass growing amongst shit.

So! Let your speech always be seasoned with soul ( with spirit, with the Holy Spirit), so that u may know how to answer each person!

Colossians 4:6

The New Testament is filled with how to conduct oneself, how to treat someone…

Someone who always points out another’s faults and never or rarely their own?

Is why I posted this 👆🏾

All my life people (my own Mother, Father, etc) would point out my faults and i faltered because they were right?

I had no defense?

I remember the day I got angry enough about this that i fought back!

I didn’t have the words for it then, as a child…

Not even as an Adult!

Wasn’t until Christ found me, did i have the words to describe what i sensed back then…

Something vital to everything, that I want ALL OF YOU to understand (plz 🙏🏾)

The SPIRIT of what was being said, was WRONG!

Understanding this? 👆🏾Changed my life!

Will change yours for the better too!

If you want it

If you believe in truth, in Elohim over everything, in Yesuah over everything.

Those who admonish us, saying, “Fix your own wheelhouse.”

Who want to use the verse about the speck & the plank…

Pay attention to HOW it is being said, the motivation/spirit behind it!

AND!

As u clarify yourself with the Holy Spirit

You will find this happening without thought! Without trying!

With His Grace & Mercy, He will show u, their motives/hearts!

I know He hasn’t or you are not listening because of the condemnation/hatred/unforgiveness, the lack of mercy i hear in your voice (Ayodele!)

The 70 year old man i was talking to today as well!

I know because i too have unforgiveness in my heart for rapists, for child molesters …

And!

It has changed!

From abject hatred to just anger, to wtf?

As in sympathy? WTF? 😠

I am reeling from that!

It is changing because even tho i am justified in my rage towards pedophiles…

I don’t want to be RULED by it!

Ruled by anger towards my ex (do you even realize how much rage u have concerning that? No…of course not, Denial.)

Anger is based on fear…

Anger is nature’s warning system

Forgive Yourself!

Forgive yourself for believing he was my soulmate (forgive me Lord)

Because someone even popped up with the actual words…

Some can imitate being your soulmate, yet in fact are demons

Just like those who imitate the Holy Spirit.

Yet did i want 2 more confirmations of that?

😞

No, i didn’t.

I took note of it

Yet I really didn’t want to…

Before I forgive myself

I must recognize what i did

Why i did it

David committed murder to get what he wanted

How can he STILL be Elohim’s favorite?

Who has the balls to confront me?

With what i don’t want to hear?

What I didn’t want to hear?

The Holy Spirit tried to warn me despite my obstinance…

I must forgive myself…

For being fooled by…an imposter…

For thinking Elohim made that for me 😭

I am SO sorry Lord!

I apologize

I must stop crying first

There is relief tho…

This process…

This fucking imposter?

Helps me truly ignore mocking!

For…

(8:11a)

When someone you trusted

You let in…

Close

Real close

Closer than anyone else ever

Stabs you?

Repeatedly?

And u beg, you plead, u even spell it out…

You warn and then u lose it?

Yet still, he still doesn’t stop? Because oh! Now he has more of an excuse?

Because now

I am at fault

Too? Doesn’t matter…

Yesuah teaches us how not to be…how not to have any…faults?

How not to convey any, anyway!

The Holy Spirit does this anyway!

And i receive this painful lesson

For i had NO idea how He would help me with this fault of mine…

Yet He made a way…

Ty for Your Mercy and Your Grace Elohim! 😘💋

Ty. 😘💋