A passive aggressive man lives to avoid responsibility and runs away from conflict no matter how important its resolutions may be for his relationship.
He is that Mr Perfect who would make you fall in love with him head over heels.
You will be shell-shocked once he reveals his true colors.
As soon as i arrived in Sacramento problems began…
He was unmerciful in arguing.
I cried in public
Something I don’t like
I…this blog is my journal, so it is messy. It isn’t pretty.
Yet…authenticity isn’t. Being 💯 isn’t.
To convey the Holy Spirit, to show how the truth sets us free?
Sets me free…
Because he will hate me for this, will blame me for everything wrong, even make up stuff …
Twist and come up with some horrifying assumptions…
Be more careful with your words, he says
Instead of apologizing for going on a brutally angry tangent
I should have known?
Narcissists are real life faire tales
True Prince Charmings
Is he truly my soulmate?
I started to doubt…
His love for me…
Because how can one be unmerciful to someone you claim to love?
I told him I felt trapped
Because he made me promise not to leave him
I knew it was something no one should ever ask
Yet he was so wonderful
So supportive
So attentive
He complimented me too much
He kept saying I love loving you
Yet, he had me…hooked after 30 days
I knew it was too soon too fast
I literally felt like I would die without him
I even did
In Sacramento
Before video 3 (My Soulmate is in Africa Part 3)
There is Part 5-5.2
Part 5 https://fb.watch/c56ZHBSk_N/https://fb.watch/c56ZHBSk_N/
Part 5.1 https://fb.watch/c574Sxc3wi/
Part 5.2 😭😫 https://fb.watch/c57a3gwxtm/
Part of me wants to erase them
Yet…😖😭
What do i do now Lord?
Continue…
Getting my divorce
(There is life after death with Yesuah)
Heading towards Africa…
Except not Nigeria…
😞😔😣😖😫😭🙏🏾❤️🩹💗💓 ty Lord for carrying me…
I know bouts of tears will come
As I remember
As i mourn
The death of my dream
I learn
I am learning
To not react violently
To someone stabbing me
Emotionally
Directly to my heart
And
Bad things are coming to the USA
Do You want me to stay?
3/31/22 1:03a ArmJdhy
ArmJdhy 
Hello , Neesah .
I’ve searched everywhere for you
Pls don’t do this .
Let’s talk .
I’m sorry .
I’ve been so miserable since yesterday
You saying you’re leaving . Makes me feel what you can’t imagine . Wish you’ll talk to me even if as a friend
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We disagree about too many vital things & whenever you are hurt u do exactly what is in this article.
Passive Aggressive with PTSD i am not interested in the payback u will do to me. PTSD makes you emotionally violent and makes me that way too.
I am miserable with u, more pain with u than without…
We cannot be friends that is the problem and the pain escalates…
You blame me for everything and do nothing, will never do anything.
U do not understand why you cannot love with so much hatred for others, i hear u everyone, me included.
So u do not have to deal with my problems anymore either.
You love being in love with me, yet I don’t trust you not to INTENTIONALLY hurt me anymore and then lie about it because you are in denial of yourself….
You are not sorry because it is painful work to change oneself, years of work that u don’t even desire to begin.
You are a Passive Aggressive man with PTSD so you get violent too.
I am done getting my heart shredded- go ahead and deny and tell yourself lies about me.
Abusive you are and I abused you back, u will continue to abuse me until I am completely destroyed, like u.
Bye Ayodele go ruin someone else’s life. Like u have done ours, i no longer will help u with destruction. Negativity. Goodbye Ayodele, Goodbye.
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I know that you know deep down in your heart that you’re wrong with all you say about me .
We get into arguments . You’ve cussed me out several times . Even tho you’re the only one I’m ever willing to be perfect for .
I guess this isn’t meant to be . You really have no idea how much I love you . I doubt you’ll find anyone who would love you as I do . Because I loved you with every bit of me .
I’m letting you go because it’s what you want . And it’s so painful to do .
But you’ve made up your mind . Bye and thank you
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