That was me after a Lesbian relationship…

After I purposefully had sex with another man, in hopes my abusive boyfriend would not want me anymore or at least go too far…

Which did not happen…

Both times Elohim reached out for me

1st in a darkness i was unaware of

Then in a darkness i had created…

I went against my own principles

And it still didn’t work…

My life was worse…

Much worse than I could ever imagine

Darkness climbed into me

And then I watched Joel Osteen

A preacher who today i now hate

Kanye invite was the final straw…

I speak of Joel Osteen, the False Teacher aka the Sunshine Preacher…

As a reminder that

The Word doesn’t come back void

Then i didn’t understand the complaints about Joel Osteen

Now i do

The Sunshine Preacher was the only one who could have reached me then

In my deep, dark pain

I said the prayer, that invited Yesuah as my Lord and Savior.

A False Teacher did that…

This is why we are to leave them be

Let Yesuah take care of them

That prayer changed my life

Inshallah will negate some of Joel Osteen’s punishment

A heart made of stone

Hardheartedness

I can see it creeping up on Joel & his wife…

More empty the smiles become

Just when your world is at it’s darkest

When u think u cannot go on..,

Elohim/Yesuah makes a way?

Hallelujah! 😊 The calm in the storm

My Love, my First True Love…

Our Husband, Our Abba, Our Comforter…

Ty Yesuah, ty Elohim, ty Holy Spirit

For rescuing me before i even knew I needed rescuing! 😘

May He do the same for you everyday, in Yesuah’s holy name, amen!