I wanted to be Moses
As in Harriet Tubman
It reminds me of what T.H.E. Muhammad said…(In my own words)
How to unbrainwash our people?
It is the hardest job in the world!
I am reminded 
That Moses ‘civilized’ white folk
The ones left in the Caucus mountains 
He had to use fire to prevent them from attacking him
Where is my fire?
Where is my gun? With bullets? (Harriet had to threaten some with?)
Who wants to be free?
Yet doesn’t want to do the work?
Who took the blue pill but wants steak again?
What do you do when EVERYONE is a potential Agent? Judas?
Yet they claim Peter?
Violently so?
Can you imagine such pain?
I step forward 
16 back?
Because they don’t go to Him 😭

A step towards Yesuah is never in vain
Yet ones cup cannot overflow with Christ, when one believes they already know Him?

I am exhausted 
I see more & more why Yesuah went away, alone 

And You want me to…

I am Hosea!😱

A female Hosea!😧
😭💔😔
Help me Yesuah! Please!
Do not allow me to sin in my frustration!
In my shock!

I don’t know how to deal with this!
(Then again i do)

For my 🔥is You!
Aaah! To be so strict with someone close to me?

Like Ma said…
He must have something really big for u to do!

Ok
Help me please!
Help me
Help me
Help me
Please Lord!
Free their minds
And the rest will follow 

How do u want me to apply it?
How do I continually give mercy & grace to…

How do i continue loving under unmercifulness?

It’s alive!
And it so is not! 😩😭

Dry bones
They r so dry!

What would you do, to save your people?

To save that which doesn’t…
Which fights everything?

Scorch the earth with You?

Fine
Because otherwise 
Go
It is…my cross to bear

Help me please Lord 
Help me for i am so unprepared 
I have the tools 
I …
Please show me 
Ty for this revelation 
Pray for me please 
I so need it
For i am emotionally unprepared for this 
Yet i do as Thine Will 
Ty for Thy insight 
Ty for this opportunity 
Thankless it may be
It is
More so than not
In Yesuah’s holy name 
I am Your huckleberry! 😘💋😭😧🥰🤯💔💗💓❤️‍🩹😔😢😊🔥🔥🔥❤️‍🩹
Paul 13, Ed