For the first time in my life!

I am scared!

Yet i am SO excited 🤩

The more I focus on the excitement, the possibilities, all the things i can do now ?!

Without consideration for no one except myself? 😁☺️😊

First i discovered My Dad’s narcissism, being directly, maliciously evil, lying, deceptive, plucking my heart strings ON PURPOSE motherf*cker?! How DARE he!

Just this past weekend, Bss710 day…

I see the same right in front of my eyes with My Mother?! 😮😲😳🤨😡🤬

Posted about it in my CEN group…

Nothin…

(I think I’ve graduated, cause too many there are still in contact, still whining and a few are victim narcs who OBVIOUSLY flip the tables, accusing me of shit…

Plus! Decided to take my OWN advice! And clear the toxicity to make room for healthier relationships!

Except i am jumping ahead just a little…

I then re-posted in my Narcissistic group (there are many so good luck on hunting down which one! 💋 (Do what i did and join them all, pare down to your faves)

In the Narc group a very direct person hit me between the eyes! Cleared my ass up! (Ty again!)

Me also moving out of this Bedbug Hell, cause i saw that i can’t hug anyone! Can’t go on dates? Can’t even run a business due to lack of sleep and I can’t ship even one bedbug to anybody!

Leaving every last thing behind, gonna buy new shoes, new bag, new everything! Taking a shower at the homeless place…i’ll go somewhere, even if I have to rent a room! It will get done!

Vinegar up my electronics? Or just Ultraviolet C their asses? Vacuum, Steam

Repeat AND!

Switch carriers too?

Phone number change anyone?

And where oh where could i be?

Miami?

Africa?

We will see! 😁🥰

Ty Yesuah! Love you! 😘 Zealot 9, ED…

(Pic for this article? Confirmation 1, because i have already informed and blocked…Step 1…

My health has deteriorated and the level of evil is escalating…i remember how free i was when i left Illinois…

My desire to enjoy my new found freedom? Priceless! 😁