…?
What about things that words can speak
Yet would take multiple pictures to convey?
Do i have time for such a thing?
One could do a lot in one picture
(this is where Abstract reigns, huh?)
Metaphorical Words…
Metaphorical Pictures…
For i love how books allowed me to escape
Gave me freedom in my mind
Yet i wonder
What would have happened if i had the same freedom with…
Visual Art?
Cause i remember asking My Mother,
“How do you draw clouds?”
i am stumped by them to this day!
An Artist Who Can Write
Writing IS an Art!
Well…there is an Art to it, anyway!
Yet…see?
You can make an Art out of anything!
Rather…
You can put Artistry INTO anything!
For everyone sits there in awe of the Mastery of it!
Meaning a mob of fan-atics (aka Followers 😁😉😘
There will always be Outsiders
What does it mean when it becomes crowded in the Outskirts?
When the Outsiders are…
Conscripted?




And i know who is being spoken of here… (above pic, as well)
In 1896 he gave up his German citizenship to avoid military conscription and entered the Zurich Polytechnic Institute on a four-year course designed to churn out high school science teachers.
https://www.vocabulary.com/dictionary/conscription
Because Genuis: 1st Season is about Einstein! (ty History Channel for fleshing these characters out in more modern terms (a little Historical Fiction, because hindsight changes things…?)
(Gift of Knowledge (as given from the Holy Spirit (HS)- can be burdensome, yet …? Wonderful too?
Which brings me to why i live a tortuous…death…
A tortuous life
A tortuous death
Different sides of the same coin!
The blessing & curse of Genius!
of innovation!
of Usurpers everywhere!
Oh Wow! 😮
i guess Usurpers isn’t the word i was seeking after all!
To Revolutionaries everywhere!
(Usurpers are what the Status Quo/Pharisees call Revolutionaries )
AND! To the Victor goes The Story (His-story, Her-story, Ourstory…)
How much is a thousand words worth today?
Not as much as it was when such quote was formed
Worthless pictures? Worthless words?
How much is a Sound?
What does such a ‘note’ carry?
Since a Sound is an entire ‘note’ 😁…
Multiple said Notes make up a Psalm (Song)
First a Tune? A Melody?
A Rhythm?
“We are apart of the Rhythm Nation!”
Janet Jackson (& Cinderella 2021)
I have an affinity for Sound
The importance of such i recently discovered!
Tuning Fork…
i was discarded, condemned for not being able to …
Respond?
To such a Sound?
Yet, i discovered entirely alone…
That,
i hear differently?
i hear what everyone else around me doesn’t?
A classic Swan amongst Ducklings story?
More like Dumbo
All my life, chained to Words
Chained to communication in a way…
in a medium i myself didn’t (still don’t) understand?
Words…
When it was revealed to me that Sound is my communication of preference?

Like when Yesuah forgives you?
When such a revelation changes your entire world?
Your entire perspective changes?
Since i have an affinity for Sound (aka Sound Healing)
i hear that loud noises are…
how do i say this?
Soul-A-Tree it
ok… <deep inhale>
In one way thou art correct
sound affects me more? than others?
(i would say, i just notice more)
it’s like being a Sound Empath! 😊
Yeah! i like that!
Except few deal with reality
in what i deem the fru-fru world of Metaphysics!
{breathe! woo-sha! BREATHE}
Like when i first read The Artist Way
(get your own link!)
i cried
healing to realize
to see the devastation
the wounds
the pain
an Artist recieves
growing up in a culture, a society
not geared for it
to have faith
in a culture, a society
not geared for it
For me to be Unique even amongst the Unique/Outsiders?
To not even be accepted by those who can hear?
Naturally?
Like a Bear in a China Shop i was/am
Like “I Am Not A Bad Dancer”
“Play that Funky Music White Boy” (cause ‘they’ can’t dance nor jump ‘obviously’ 😝
In the ‘Sound’ World
i am an Anomaly too?
WTF? 😔
One gets tired of such ya know?
Never quite fitting in no where?
When did people become so…
Stringent?
in there acceptance?
ie:
Where is the Love?
and so!
i know there are others like me!
Unnerved by the tapping of someone with malicious intent…
More so then the more obvious, LOUD, destructive intentions…
Fingernails on Chalkboard
Chinese Water Torture (…a disrespectful connotation? Hold on…let me describe it first then, condemn me if you like…)
The drip, drip, drip, drip, drip…😁
Kind!
Those who understand (those who hear, hear)
Yet!
Are healed by the twang of an Electric Guitar?
Understand Heavy Metal?
The assault of it!
Jimi Hendrix, Prince and as i recently discovered…The White Stripes
The boom-boom of the bass (base?)
What that feels like turned up to bleed?
i admit that
Concerts and Clubs (most) are at a level of explode verses bleed
in other words…
How can such loud noises heal?
THAT’s my audience!
Who understands the healing of a scream!
Rage!
Suicide!
Grief!
So deep
So dark!
The FIGHT to sustain orbit AWAY
from that?
People say they wish someone would come back and…
Tell them!
How!
Yet!
Every-time Humanity asks for such a thing…
Will they know when the answer to it’s…
Pain, Rage and Grief is here?
i know i didn’t once…
Had no clue i’d end up here!
Metaphysics doesn’t have YOU in it!
Yet YOU are Meta!
You are Physics!
What is a Classic/Orthodox name for Metaphysics?
According to the Christian Culture…
That way leads Paganism?
Ahhh! 😊😁
This is where someone like myself resides!
THIS is home!
The resting point of such a sharp edge 😊
Imagine the wu of one who can do such a thing!
At home amongst the Sisterhood of Blades
To be honed
Sharpened
Tuned…

ty Yesuah 💋😊🥰







