Winning!

Defeat or not being able to has been long since established

So, i don’t generally go in thinking how to win,

I go in anticipating conflict!

And how i can go about lessing that

I tried being peaceful or empathizing with both sides…

That has made me realize that i am neither!

The game of Free Cell i love!

A Solitaire game, challenging to the mind…Something i can get that challenges, sharpens my mind, in an enjoyable way…

I especially enjoy the way Microsoft Solitaire does it, because it allows me to INCREASE the difficulty level…

I have played Free Cell for years, decades…

Last night (early this morn), is the first time i thought, “Well if I get the Aces and their 2’s first, i may win the game!

Experimentation has me winning the Hard level back to back!

I have usually played Free Cell by moving cards around, with the goal of achieving blank sections…(peruse the rules of Free Cell in the pics below…)

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I remember playing Uno on a handheld game and the person i was involved with at the time said, ” It’s like you are trying to loose.”

I didn’t care about winning! Never did! It wasn’t ‘important’ to me!

Things like how i played, how i treated others, how they treated me were more important than winning.

Which is why i never liked Team Sports!

Soccer i was very good at, so good the Coach was almost willing to do anything to get me to play…The other girls at my Junior High? Kept kicking my shins, on purpose sometimes, yet i would still have the ball…

Basketball in Middle School had a girl digging her fingers in my chest, when her back was to the Coach…i knew i’d be in more fights than basketball…

So i played Tennis instead and hated it when we HAD TO pair up with somebody else…

No support at home (Could i have been Serena?), had me continuously turn the Soccer Coach down (abuse at home…) and had me quit Tennis, cause i didn’t see the point of hitting a ball against the wall, racism and envy (a vicious form of jealousy, deadly) combined with hopelessness at home?

I was fini…

Defeated before i even began…

I was good at sticking up for people though, no matter their height, their size…The Hero Complex was born under these circumstances…

Couldn’t change my own life, yet i could help others?

Funny how a simple game of Free Cell has me looking at everything differently…Hallelujah! 😊

(Is it the Spider Solitaire? Elohim? Black Cumin Seed Oil or ALL of the above?

A new pathway in the brain has been discovered! 😁🥰🤩 (Hallelujah)