Looking at the Paint Badly? Series…

I can see how these Famous Painters explored different ways of doing a painting!

Which gives me more confidence in doing mine!

I can see how certain techniques were improved upon with certain Artists!

Because today, many people poo-pah a person’s work if it is not ‘perfect’!

Ahhh!

To paint, draw, etc…without comparison to someone else’s work!

I also believe subsequent Artists (later generations) benefit from the previous generations of Artists…!

Technique wise!

Becoming sharper clearer, to the point of today,

Where it is difficult to tell the difference between a painting and reality!

Aaah! To view the mood of a decade or century!

The mindset!

Me?

I have a hard time dealing with my rage

My heartbrokeness

My grief, my mourning…

My despair!

Of the genocide of many an Artist!

Of the repression,

Of the current culture/society…!

That has gone on too long!

My frustration at expressing this.

For words are one thing,

A picture?

A painting?

A lifestyle?

Can provide endless observation!

Be intriguing

Draw you in…

Like one person said, “I don’t even like cats! But you…!”

Unable to tear his eyes away

One of the greatest compliments i ever received!

I struggle to overcome my anxiety

Concerning people’s accolades!

Fame i NEVER wanted!

Sure didn’t expect the intensity of it!

It frightens me!

People’s expectations

The demand!

Overwhelming!

Plus, i fear

NOT getting it?!

😊

It would be a relief?

For instead of focusing on actually painting

i am…

imagining ways to HIDE them!

Like a book being written…

Pieces of a puzzle

Like Art Blitz , hmmm…🤔