I leave a little bit of myself
On paper 
dribbles of essence
sperm 
*unt juices 
Blood
From me fingertips
sweat
tears
and figurative sh*t
Urine in a jar?
Me piss all over what i just did?
What i just said?
Maybe that is what this is...
A divesture of glucose 
hormonal madness
Creative 
Sadness 
Mourning
Grief
Anger
Colour Slashes
On primed canvas 
Definitely bold
Courageous 
Insanity 
Genuis?
A fline
(fine line)
Between?
Flip flopped 
Or Tomatoe
Tomahto?
To encompass 
Many things
A smash of emotion 
bursting upon air
breathing 
For the first time 
Like baby
Cries
Tears?
What are tears?
What is this?
Who enjoys amniotic fluid?
Stem Cells?
Backbone,even?
My Father,
My Love,
Will it ever stop?
This unleashed flood
drowning me
fighting to be
Born?
3:21a 1/6/21
J.D.H.Y.
(Anger added 3:29a)