Of a blank canvas 
Of...
the first photo,
the first drawing.
I remember,
hallelujah 
i decided Cats
for i enjoyed them
So maybe i'll choose such again! 

Of much to choose from 
A plethora of talent 
and still i hesitate 
at what to paint!
For i have not developed a style 
nor a taste even! 
To shed preconceptions 
to conceive! 
I use to immolate perfection 
Still life
now i desire motion
fluidity 
color!
impressionism! 
Gold!
Metallic 
exists 
in the washable oil paint medium?
Words
are...
Not my thing! 
Metaphors
pictures of Souletry 
Soul-A-Tree!
i got it!
A Golden Tree!
😁
JDHY 8:49a PST Andrew 28, RA'AH1 

Immolate-verb

1. kill or offer as a sacrifice, especially by burning.

( this is what i get for allowing auto correct to COMPLETELY change my word!)

Simulate! Synonyms

imitate.reproduce.replicate.duplicatemimic.parallel

Imitate, mimic

i desire to draw things into existence!

(3/15/21 aka Paul 15, DiZAHAB1…Emulate is the word i was looking for!

Mispelling: (immulate (vs emulate), led to auto correction (immolate), led to me not checking the definition (SO flow would not be interrupted!), to me just now searching for the word i REALLY wanted!)

And who would’ve thought this would be so much work? 😁😊😄👋🏾