Hope*Writers.com speaks of this.

And after blogging for 6 years, i DEFINITELY see the difference!

The main reason, i needed to STOP!

Cause even Hope*Writers says, “When you publish, it is a business.”

They also say: “You must consider WHO you are writing to…who your audience is.”

I say, “Kiss my royal cheeks, audience!” Who gets on my LAST NERVE with its demands! Its EXPECTATIONS!

Of course i buck violently at such a harness! Such a chain!

I am FREE, goddammit! 🤬

I BREAK STATUS QUOS!

I do not join them!

You either like me or go away!

And ass kissers? 😁 Brown Nosers? I HATE, with a passion.

I am an Arti-st (pronounced Ar-TEA-st)!

😂

No i am! Truly! 🤣 (Just a little acting comedy there! 😁)

So! You literary Jack-a-phobes? (Those with literary hard ons) Degrees and sh*t?

🤣

I AIN’T THAT ONE!

After 5 years of daily posts…schedules and…stuff, are ALSO, thrown out the window!

My sh*t is valuable (sometimes)

Actually it most likely is all the time.

6 years in baby!

i write whatever i want, whenever I want, till the wheels fall off…

Till Elohim says otherwise!

And He wanted me to put my children on the altar!

Like Abraham, i did it (after confirmation 3-4 times!)

Stopped right in the middle of a post too!

I write to tell others YOU CAN DO IT!

There is an audience just for you!

SEEK AND YE SHALL FIND IT!

(Build it and they will come-movie quote (someone google it please!)

Been whining for awhile about how the Lord MADE me blog!

Yet, when asked, by Him to give up something you’ve been doing for 6 years?

I found a little Cain in me!

The best…

Nope!

He said ALL OF IT!

Or i would have been like Saul!

Making excuses!

Thought you didn’t care! I said to myself.

So surprised and a little mortified at my sadness…

I immediately! Shut down my children! Those Ministries!

i willingly placed them on the altar!

Racing myself to comply!

And in the process, it came to me, ‘i still have Facebook, and oh! What about Pinterest Elohim?’

Pinterest is ok…sorta.

Cause its different.

A blog? People’s EXPECTATIONS, their assumptions, their desires, can become a GOD, besides Elohim! Besides Yeshua!

AND!

I was sinning up a storm in my head!

(Testosterone is like cocaine!)

(I have more empathy for males now with my menopausal *ss!) (Google hi libido AFTER 50!) (Female)

CANNOT head a Ministry with lust at the helm!

I mean i could! And be just like ALL the other hypocrites i see and hear about everyday!

Not knowing how to set myself down appropriately, i cried out to the Lord in my head!

And a few days later, i noticed that lust was NOT kicking my *ss!

So maybe i can pick up where i left off?

(Discovering intimate communication with Elohim and the Word (which is Yeshua & the Holy Spirit combined), is…is..well, you know 😊)

So! How often do you want it? 😁

How much do you NEED it?

So! My new experiment is to apply my intimate communication with Christ, just like the Husband He is! 😁😊🥰😚

Still new at this perception of it…so…😊

And this girl does not give away all her secrets! 🌬♨️. Ya feel me? (Spiritually yo?) 😁

Where was i? 😊

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My point is: i immediately obeyed, didn’t question, i tanked the Ministries! I laid my crown at His feet.

My crop? My harvest?

Our children Lord!

(i can definitely kill my characters now!)

Had become sacrificial lambs!

I willingly and quickly sacrificed 6 years of toil, because i knew the consequences!

I pray for days like these!

Tis why i say, “Make me more like You, sooner and sooner, faster and faster, Lord!

Tis why i pray, “Help me with my unbelief Lord!”

For He shows me how we/i will always have some form of unbelief, as long as i shall live (in this body)!

“Help Us Lord!”

And He is!

He has!

and He will!

(Love snarky! (To a certain extent…(Nate Temple is a Maker and the Author is showing me how to utilize the magic of Grammarier! )

(For there is Glamorie & Grammarie)

Dr. Venus gives me a seed & Nate Temple nutures it.

This is all the Word’s doing, eh? 🙂

So! I did not quible and was immediately rewarded! With…

THIS!

What to call this?

Well just like Nate, the solution manifested before i even knew it!

(The HS yall!)

(Plus i am doing this blood purifier thang from Common Sense Herbs with the Liver thang and i have been lighter! More energetic! It is amazing!

I even did some dance moves i couldn’t do just yesterday! HALLELUJAH!

Blessings upon blessings! Comin’ my way!

TY LORD!💋

Like i said! “You give the BEST orgasms!” 😊😁😚🥰

Toodles! 👋🏽